~mY bLuR HuT~

LasT TiME ~

2006-04-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

it shld b the last time dat i will b blogging here...bcus i will b shifting to a new "hse"...

my company wants to keep me in the company...they want me to continue working for another 2 more months until they recruit more ppl...i haf requested to work in the front office...is like those admin work...directly facing the door...hehe...is not an easy task...but i jus want to give it a try...is realli something different...hopefulli things will b fine...

met up wif xy in the evening...bcus i wanna go to ikea to hunt for my new wardrobe...saw 1 dat i realli like...i shall bring my mum there to take a look too...if everything is okie..i can haf a new wardrobe liaoz...haha...n i realli hate the toys section...the stupid mouse dat i was so scared of is actualli still there...is damn scary lahz...plus i saw something else too...a black spider n a bat....aiyoh...horrible toys...so damn disgusting...errggg...den xy was craving for thai express...so we went to tbp...n we saw hp...she was workin there...did a bit of catching up wif her as well...hehe...mayb i will go out wif xy again tml...c how 1st lorz...

history repeated itself...like wad i sae...there will alwaes b the 4th,5th,6th n etc time...n it happened again todae...so xy shld understand my agony...is not dat i want to start the ww3 lahz...i jus feel so irritated by the whole thing...

my sis just gave me a coffee bean chocolate dat she brought back from japan...there is literally a coffee bean dat is being coated wif chocolate...i haf been coughing ever since i ate 1...my throat jus feel weird...i think it is too heaty...n yah, my 2nd sis is back from japan for 1 week...i think i m quite used to seeing her n den not seeing her liaoz...now u c n now u dun...haha...

i m trying to set up my new "hse" now...hopefulli it can b nicely built up by getting some support from xy lorz...i m not gg to reveal my new blog address...so do ask from me if u r interested to continue viewing my blog...

i started dis blog when i entered poly...time flies...i haf graduated...n is time to put dis to an end...n move on with life...a brand new place n brand new start...but i will alwaes keep the happi memories in my heart... =p

CS iS a WoLF iN sHeEp sKiN ...

2006-04-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

in life, there r alwaes bound to b gif n take...u win some n u lose some...but dis time round, i m nt sure if i win or lost...it seems like wad i haf lost is more than wad i haf gain...

i dun realli want to tok abt it...how i wish i cld forgot abt everything...but i knw dat no matter how hard i try...i will neber forget...n i realli feel terrible to keep it in my heart...i gt my car ride...the 1 n onli such car in spore at the moment...was a nice experience to sit in the car...but the rain and bad traffic jam spoilt everything...thinking dat the bad weather ruin the evening...i was rewarded wif something betta...drove all the wae to raffles marina...is at the far west...near to the tuas checkpoint liaoz...in fact, i shld sae dat it is beside...dat's the best place i haf ever been...wif super nice scenary...although it was crowded, i managed to see the 1st n most BEAUTIFUL sunset in my life...i saw a RED sun...let me emphasize again..is realli RED...i saw it setting...was super beautiful...but i lost again...of all ppl, y did i go wif him...y was i so stupid to think dat it was ok to go wif him...i lost my own dignity...i lost my own pride...i shld haf heed others' advice...at least now i feel dat someone else is betta den him...but they r still the same category ppl...1 is the best among the worse n the other is the worse among the worse...haiz...i hate myself for all i haf done dis evening...

in order to redemn myself n to forget everything...i went to spent $$..i brought my dad to the coffee hse at amara hotel for dinner...gave him a treat...tried to eat something to cheer myself up...the best food dat i had was the tiramisu cheesecake...n guess wad...the price is even cheaper den places like coffee be**...starbu***...TC*...the coffee cl**...the cake taste betta too...hehe...it oso seems like every time when i go there to eat...i get some free stuff too...i didn't pay for 1 dessert...bcus the gal forgot to key it in...so she sae she will treat it as a complimentary item...wow...so good horz...i m thinking of gg to to restobar at the hotel there...anione interested...hehe...go wif me sia...

something else happened at my workplace...the fat lady asked me to continue to work...i think the spy mus haf leak out something...seriously, i feel to take a break...but the aunties want me to continue working there lehz...haiz...my weakness is dat i dunno how to reject ppl...n i feel bad to reject...no matter wad situation it is...i dun haf the heart to reject ppl...

i m trying so hard to get some $$ from everyone in my family so dat i can buy a crumpler bag...gifing all kinds of excuses dat i can find...the best excuse is dat i dun haf the progress package...so they shld contribute some of their $$ to me...hehe...i think i still need to top up a bit after accumulating the $$...but is okie...at least i dun feel so heart ache to get 1 now...

i oso feel to get a bf...the feeling of getting in a relationship is back again...perhaps is due to sw n my conversation cum the happenings todae...but i still dun dare or get the chance to fish my mr. right... =p

ReLucTanT ~

2006-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

now i understand how my 2nd sis feel when i want to borrow something from her...i alwaes wonder how cum she gets so irritated when i request to borrow something from her...but i knw it liaoz...my 1st sis wants to borrow my camera from me...but i feel so reluctant to lend her...is not that i dun want to lend her...i jus feel dat she will nt take gd care of my baby cammy...

usualli i dun mind to lend things dat r nt so x to others...but when it comes to certain things..i m quite stingy n selfish...for dis time round, i jus gt to lend it to my 1st sis..bcus i haf rejected her so mani times in the past...n now i gt no more excuses to reject her...haha...i shall jus b nice n lend her my cammy...but i haf oreadi show her how reluctant i m...hehe...n i dun think she will lend me anithing if i dun lend her my camera this time...lalalalalalalalalalala~~~....

SpY ??

2006-04-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

i suspect dat there r SPY at my workplace...or else the fat woman will nt b able to knw n find out so much...i m quite curious...n i want to find out whu is the spy...i m not gg to do anithing to the person...is jus like out of curiousity...n mayb plus a bit of the kapoh factor lahz...hehe...

FrEe IcE cReAm ~

2006-04-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

gratitude to ben & jerry...they gave FREE ice cream todae...from 12-7pm...n is worth like $3.50 each...haha...i managed to eat 1...dun even haf to join the super LONG queue lorz...ben & jerry was nice enuff to deliver the ice cream to our centre...bcus we r neighbour...haha...so everyone in the centre including the std whu came for class in the morning had the chance to eat the ice cream...hehe...but is a pity dat they r not gifing my fav flavour...haiz....nvm...is okie...bcus i shall ask my dad to buy me one on sat...

finally after a long period of struggle....i managed to summon all my courage n do something...i haf RESIGNED...tender my resignation letter at the end of the dae...but something dat made me angry was dat she said something so sacarstic...

fat woman:" i haf expected dat u will resign...so is ok.."

was like damn errggg....feel like stabbing her lahz...i wld rather she jus kept her big mouth shut...nuthing good cums out frm her mouth...i shall tolerate her for just another 2 more weeks...bcus of the stupid regulation that we haf...mus gif 2 weeks notice upon resigning...but i guess she is gonna make my life difficult sia...haiz..there is nuthing that i can do...i shall pray that everything is okie...n look forward to my new car ride on fridae...i think i m gg to b the 1st passenger...it will b so damn cool...haha...

nP sTarT scH...

2006-04-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

i wld haf to go sch todae if i was still a std....todae is the 1st dae of sch for np std...i felt kind of weird when i dun haf to enrol for IS classes...dun haf to check my timetable...but i will not miss sch...bcus everyone jus has to move on in life...n i m gg to proceed to a place that can provide me wif higher education...

i haf been gg out every mon...so how can i not go out todae lehz....met up wif jack...we had lunch at jack's place...n i pass his bdae gift to him...is like a bdae gift in advance lahz...hopefulli he like the gift lahz...but i like wad i haf gave him...haha...i m quite thick skin sia...lalala....

TaKe THe LeaD ...

2006-04-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

i still feel like gg to watch the movie "take the lead"...is a movie dat most ppl will not like to watch...but i was not sure y the show attracted my attention...i told sy dat dae...n her frenz sms her to tell her dat the show was good...n shld go watch...how how how...i m so tempted...but i m scared to go n watch a movie by myself...haha...coward me...bleahz....

wAyAnG ~

2006-04-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

so mani things happened at work recently...my heart is starting to soften...can someone pls tell me to b firm n psycho me dat it is a MUST to hand in my resignation letter...haiz...i haf been planning for my resignation thingy for so long...n now i jus dunno how to go abt to resign...bcus i think i feel pai sehz...haiz...my colleagues is the onli factor dat is keeping me now...they r realli nice...especially catherin,pauline n kaland....

guess wad...i accompanied my dad to watch wayang...haha...of all things,y wayang...bcus my dad gt 2 tickets...he was supposed to go wif my mum...but my mum had to go for her company's dinner n dance...so there is 1 extra ticket...n since my dad already bought the ticket...but surprisingly,i enjoyed the wayang todae...at least i did not fall aslp...perhaps it was the packet of bk french fries dat kept me awake...after the wayang, i went to eat stingray...i ate 1 by myself...haha...taste good...something dat made my dae betta...hehe...

to xy: gal, jia you...is jus another week to go...so bear wif it...n we shall go haf fun...so long neber c u liaoz...i miss u so much...haha...look forward to our BIG seafood platter...okie...but dun think abt food now..okie...betta continue mugging...n dun drool...or else i shall K u....haha...

InCoMe < ExPenDiTuRe

2006-04-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

my mood was good todae...at least i had a good dae...came back home feeling happi...

reason 1: i enjoyed working in the morning...the fat woman was not at the centre...n we had the whole place to ourselves...we even held a party sia...my colleague bought us "soon kueh" from a famous store...yum yum...i oso didn't mark a lot...i merely marked 2 sets...n i went off to do other things...was trying to help my colleague to finish doing some maths worksheet...they haf to attend training in the afternoon...but they neber do...so i gt to chip in n help lorz...haiz...

spent more den wad i earned...so sinful...onli worked from 9-1230 todae...is a total of $16.50...but my bus fare is oreadi abt $2...lunch was $4...n reason 2 for being happi is bcus i made the effort to buy wad i was craving to haf for lunch...made a trip to hong lim market to buy myself the famous prawn noodle soup...the stall hardly open...but i managed to eat it...hehe...

den reason 3 for making my dae good is bcus i managed to meet up wif darling sy...i haben seen her for so so LONG...we went to a korea restaurant for dinner...1st time hafing a korean cuisine in a restaurant..hehe...the food is not that bad...jus a little weird...n i spent another $20...i brought sy to my fav dessert shop to gif it a try...i luv my strawberry pudding...n i think her yam paste is not bad too...gave her a treat n there goes another $4.20...haha...

in the end, expenditure > income...but i had a super HAPPY dae...haben had dis feeling so veri long...especially since the fat woman story...haiz...

sOmEoNe OvErTooK mE !!!

2006-04-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

i tot i will b the 1st to quit...but to my surprise...1 of my colleague overtook me n gave the resignation letter to the fat woman liaoz...she is the last person who will ever come to my mind dat will resign...she has been working there for 4 yrs liaoz...1 of the old bird there...although she is not someone dat i fancy,i still feel dat it is a pity dat she is leaving...haiz...i think no one can stand the fat woman...

the fat woman claims dat she felt sad dat someone is leaving...but i dun believe...in the bottom of her heart, she mus b damn happi...she simply can't wait for the person to resign...she is such a hypocrite...i realli cannt stand her..we had a short meeting in the afternoon...thoughout the whole session, i jus feel like spitting on her...haha...but i shall b civilised enuff to tolerate her for a while more...

my intention was to submit my resignation letter next tues...but i haf plans to shift it earlier...most prob is to gif my letter dis sat...my heart is no longer at dat place...is like a chore to work there...*shake haead*...

wHaT KinD oF FLirT ??

2006-04-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

m I a MaiD ??

2006-04-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

for the 1st time in 19yrs...i m being mistaken as a MAID...of all ppl,y a maid...do i look like 1...i doubt so lorz...where gt maid wear branded one...i was wearing a DKNY top wif a LEVIS jean...high heels too...omg...faint...went to amara hotel for dinner wif my family...jus b4 we left,my 1st sis n i went to buy kueh lapis...n guess wad...the waiter at the cafe asked me if she (my 1st sis) is my mdm...so diaoz lorz...the waiter mus b blind...wad a nitez...hehe...

was supposed to go out wif serene todae...but sms her n she neber reply...so i went out wif ch instead...is been quite some time since i last saw him...is alwaes good to do some catching up wif old frenz...hehe...went to wheelock place to buy my sis a bdae gift from crumpler...after which, went to get something for jack's bdae...his bdae is in may...still so far...but i scared i gt no time to buy...so since i was out,den betta buy in advance...haha...so i haf bought all the things dat i shld buy...at least, i will haf not haf ani burden...but i spent so much todae...n now i feel sinful...but there r jus certain things dat i cannt save on...so is okie lahz...both of them deserved to get a good gift from me...yeah...

rEsIgNaTiOn LeTTeR TyPeD ...

2006-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

i haf sent out a resume by post...so i shall jus wait n c if i get the job...at the same time, i haf oreadi typed my resignation letter...it is all done up...now i jus haf to choose the dae to resign such dat it is not too obvious...n is not like i tender my resignation n i can leave...i haf to gif 2 weeks notice...haiz...so it will ultimately drag for some time....

my family is quite supportive of my decision...my parents didn't say much...but both my sis think dat i shld jus resign...the idea behind it is dat i dun haf ani burden...i dun need the job to support myself...so i shld actualli jus stay at home n slack until uni term starts...haha...

3rD TiMe ...

2006-04-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

it is the 3rd time that the same thing happened...my patience is running out...i m not too sure how much longer can i tolerate....it is seriously disrupting my plans...frankly speaking, i realli hate it lorz...there will surely b the 4th,5th,6th n etc time if there is 1st,2nd n 3rd time...but i still haf to pretend as though i m oki wif it...haiz...i was still thinking of gg to get my sis bdae present...seems like i dun get the chance to buy it todae...hehe...life is getting from bad to worse in all aspects...i m so tired of it...it is jus not my usual self...but i m nt blaming anione for it...

BaD To WoRsE JoB ...

2006-04-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

working in a brand new environment...1st operating dae at the new centre...things r still kind of confusing..but it is still not that bad...n i can tell that the std love the new environment...as for me personally,things were still bad....i haf tried toking to the fat woman regarding my working hrs...but to no avail...so i m even more determine to change job liaoz...knocked off n reached home at abt 6pm...flipped the newspaper at 6.30pm...saw 1 job that caught my attention...n i haf oreadi got my resume printed out by 7pm...i m going to drop it at the post office soon...although the working place is kind of far,i still wanna try...bcus i think the job is gonna b so fun...hehe...

i m suffering from the aftermath of the shifting work...woke up dis morning n found out that my whole body is aching...kind of terrible...i felt as though i m an old woman...haha...c lahz...i worked so hard at that stupid place...n the treatment dat i get from the fat woman is still terrible...

went out for dinner wif daddy...n i got to eat my favourite ben n jerry ice cream...yum yum...daddy is so nice...he alwaes buy me ice cream from that shop...hehe...n i m starting to plot again...i want daddy to buy me an adidas jacket...in the process of negotiating now...most probably it will end up to b a 50-50 kind of agreement...but we shall c...

iDeaL ReLaTiOnsHiP !

2006-04-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.And that's marriage - with the right person.You're serious about settling down some time soon.Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

LaBoUrEr To Be ~

2006-04-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

i m bcuming a labourer to b...my centre has finally shifted to the new location...shifting is definately not easy...there r so much to b done...we spent abt 3 daes on it...n there r still more things to b done...as usual, i still cannt stand the BIG FAT woman...i m gg bonkers...i m super tired...worked for like 11 hours or so...

did not get to meet up wif sw n gang...knocked off too late...did not meet up wif mj too...bcus he was too lazy to come out...errgg...kind of sadded dat i didn't get to go aniwhere to enjoy myself...haiz...mayb i realli gt to wait till 29 sia...so jia lat... :(

HuMoR ~

2006-04-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

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wOrK sUx...

2006-04-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

wad an unlucky day for me...super suay...foul luck at work...i was simply pissed off n angry...it is adding onto my determination to resign...kanna barked by the big fat woman for nuthing...n she changed for work time too...wad a stupid excuse she gave lahz...the things dat she said alwaes dun make sense...n she likes to twist her words ard...i realli cannt stand dis BIG FAT woman...feel to sit on her sia...errggg...

life is getting from bad to worse...i think i need to go out n chill...haf fun n relax...hopefulli, life will b betta... :)

RoUgH PaTH...sTrOnGeR LiFe...

2006-04-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

xy gave me a quote....n the quote says in our life, surely there will be times where our paths will be rough...but tt's life! and everyone is made stronger through that!

in life, there will b bound to haf hardship...but i will b a stronger n betta person if i can struggle thru...thus,i will do my best on wad i haf set my mind on...no matter how tough it is gonna b, i will make sure dat i get thru...b it thru hardwork or to smoke thru...haha...

i had a SUPER long dae at work...9am to 6+pm...stopped marking at abt 2pm...n we started to pack some stuff...preparing for the "shifting" on fri...i haf been workin quite often dis week...i even haf to work on good fridae...there goes my public holidae...haha...no extra pay sia...stupid me...dunno y i m gg to work...

i m looking toward to 29th...y y y...bcus it will b the dae when xy ends her exams...n it will benefit me too...we can go eat,play,shop till we drop...she will nt b the onli one whu will b excited...i m so excited too...i shall keep aside a HUGE sum of $$...n haf a good meal wif her...dat is provided dat she is willing to spend too lahz...haha...aniwae, i shall think of wad to do while she concentrate to study for her exams...mus jiayou jiayou...

mY sEcReT gArDeN ~

2006-04-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

MY SECRET GARDEN !!!

will someone b kind enough to bring me there for dinner...i have always wanted to go there for dinner...the place seems to b so great...i shall wait patiently for the dae to come...hehe...

eNjOy NoOn CoFFeE ...

2006-04-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

wad a dae...enjoyed life again...pretending like a "tai-tai to b"...went to la kopi...spent the whole afternoon at boat quay TCC...life will b so good if i can do that everyday...haha...did a lot of catching up wif jack...n mus thanks him for the magnet from kl...1 more magnet onto the collection...

i wanna travel too...but i think i m too stingy to spend on travelling...n i know dat my parents will b too stingy to sponsor me...haiz...i want a break...my 2nd sis is on her wae back to japan...n i will miss her so...but i knw she will nt b kind enuff to send me there to accompany her...haha...

BacK FrOm cHaLeT ~

2006-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

class chalet n bbq has finally ended...overall i think it was quite successful...turn up rate nt dat fantastic...but the feedback was good...betta living conditions...plus betta food...so isn't dat good...i realli enjoyed myself wif this bunch of ppl...i think it is gonna b a long long time till i see them again...

i was not veri tired...but i slp so much...perhaps bcus i gt nuthing to do...had dinner at home...bcus my beloved 2nd sis will b flyin to japan tml...i m sadded once again...i will miss her lahz...she asked me wad i want...n she will buy it back...but i realli cannt think of wad i want...aniwae, i will let her knw wad i want thru msn if i cld think of ani...

i feel happi when i chat wif him...it takes away all my troubles n worries...the feeling is good...i haf so much to tell him..but i dunno to start from where...hehe...i m oreadi satisfied if we cld keep the conversation gg...sometimes, cannt b too greedy...ritez...n guess wad, he was 1 of the minority whu voted for something which i had in mind...had a nice chat with him...oh,my good boi....haha...

cHaLeT cHecK-iN ~

2006-04-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

check-in for my class chalet...everything done except for booking the bbq pit...not many ppl turned up todae...turn up rate shld b betta tml...i wished i cld haf stay...but i need to work tml morning...so i had to go home...aniwae, i will b back there tml...hehe...highlight will b the bbq...hope dat it will b good weather...

suppose to meet up wif mj,xy n sw for dinner...but sometimes things jus dun go the wae dat it shld...sw has an appointment...last min, no car...so whole thing cancelled...n i stayed in the chalet...all the wae till 10+pm n i made my wae home...

shen po (rong) sae dat by callin the name will increase the possibility of seeing the person...haha...nt too sure if it works...she was doin dat for the whole night...but y dun i try it too if it realli work...right...i tot i haf stop thinking of him...hehe...but but but...i m missing him a little now...i want to go out wif him again...haiz...

"gOvErNmEnT" iS BacK !!

2006-04-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

i haf no idea wad to blog abt recently...life is jus like normal...

zk is back frm china...can tell dat he enjoyed his trip...i m jealous n envy...but i m oso happi lahz...at least i made the correct move of asking my juniors to go on dat trip...i think is a good experience for them...

i m losing interest in my job...n todae marks the end of the "no government" dae...the fat lady is back frm thailand...errgg..but i m jus gg to stay the wae dat i m...bcus wad she sae dun make sense to me at all...wad can she do...the most fire me...right..haha...no need to report for work tml...renovation nt completed...so we cannt shift yet...

aniwae, i haf prog tml liaoz...so is okie...time to enjoy...time to relax...time to let my hair down n play till i drop...

GeT a NeW joB ??

2006-04-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

i m thinking of quitting my current job...in the process of getting a new job...i haf applied for a jo of my interest...but i m nt too sure if i will it...it requires 1 yr commitment...haiz...aniwae, i haf decided to gif it a shot...so i sent my resume...hehe...

i received my 2nd letter of offer...NTU offered me business too...n now, i need to spend the month thinking whether i want to go to NUS or NTU for business...frankly speaking, it is a veri tough decision for me to make...i do not wish to make the wrong decision dat will ruin the rest of my life..somehow,most ppl r tellin me to go to NTU...y is dat so...hhmmmm....

feeling so moody recently...something is bothering me...but i m nt sure wad's the something...haiz...i want something to cheer me up...i need to haf some fun to de-stress...!!!

ApRiL's FooL ~

2006-04-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Happy April's Fool....so did anione gt fool by anione...is jus another normal dae for me...nuthing too fancy n nuthing too interesting...

stayed up too late last nite...n i didn't manage to wake up on time dis morning...so i gt to take a cab to work...n there goes my $5...i can take 5 bus trips wif dat $$...haha...i m losing interest in my work...wad shld i do...haiz...

i wanna go SHOPPING...but i was too lazy to ask ppl to go out wif me...i wanna go for COFFEE SESSION...but i cannt find ppl to go wif me...haha...i shall jus wait for xy to finish her exams...n i m gg to haf loads of fun wif her...i jus cannt wait for the dae to cum...

in order to kill my mum n my own boredom...we went to marina sq for dinner...n shop ard at suntec city...but i didn't mange to buy anithing...wanted to get a pair of shoes...but there is no new piece...so i gave it a miss...but to make up for dat...i gt daddy to buy me a ben & jerry ice cream...yum yum...so nice...makes my dae betta...

ch is a bit weird todae...ask me some funni qns...which i haf no idea how to ans...bcus i myself dun even knw wad i want...n i dunno wad i m looking for...aniwae, the end conclusion is still the same...i want to get a bf...but i dun want to get 1 for the sake of gettin 1...

...i m jealous...veri jealous...easily jealous...
...i hate ppl to go round the bush...
...yes means yes...
...no means no....
...so out u go....

mY sIs iS BacK ~

2006-03-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

my sis is back from japan...but her stay in spore will b so short...so i shall b nice to her...nt for the sake of the gifts...bcus i realli miss her when she was away...hehe...she bought me something fresh from japan...is known as the sakura mochi...it has a leaf on the mochi..is it supposed to b the sakura used leaf...i dunno if i shld describe the taste as weird or special or unique...haha...there is red bean filling in it...making the mochi taste sweet...but the leaf taste salty...i dun realli dare to eat the leaf...but i dare to eat the mochi...haha...taste quite nice w/o the leaf...bcus i ate half of the leaf n i remove the other half of it...n added it onto my dad's mochi...haha...but i appreciated my sis's effort to bring it all the wae back...the pic shows how the sakura mochi looks like...

she is still so skinny...nt too sure if she ate anithing there...n she said dat most of the gals in japan r small in size...so is nt easy to find someone who is fat...haha...i think i will b the fatest one if i go japan...ate some tibits dat she brought back too...as for my gifts...i gt 3 tops...lotsa foods...n some small small things...haha...now, i shall go try to make her pay me back all the $$ dat she owe me...bcus i m feeling so broke...hopefulli she pays me back...or else i cannt pay for her future bills liaoz...haha...

feel like gg out tml...but nt too sure if i shld go out...dun feel like wasting $$...haha...aniwae, i knw dat i wanna stay at home on sun nitez...bcus i wanna watch the finals for campus superstar...i shld seriously think abt wad i wanna do over the weekend...

PrImArY 6 DT

2006-03-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

omg...i took a maths test at my workplace todae...the i/c sae dat everyone shld take the test...n since i did nt take when i interview for the job...i shld jus make up for dat...so i took the D.T for maths pri 6 level...n guess wad...quite horrible sia...i scored 48/50...but i took quite long...the standard time is suppose to b 20mins...n i used 29 mins to complete...haha...my brain is getting a bit rusty..is time to revise my work...

i was watching a drama on tv...1 of the actor said a story...there were 3 brothers in the past...they were named loss, regret n cherish...but they neber appeared at the same time...they ususally come after one another...n the 1st one whu alwaes appear is loss...follow by regret...n lastly cherish...in life, things jus happen dat wae...is onli when u loss something or someone...den u start to regret abt it...n when u start to regret abt it...is time dat u learnt to cherish...so do learn to do the right things from the 1st step....

aNgRy aT wOrK ~

2006-03-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

work sux...i was feelin so angry at work...i had to go to the toilet to calm myself down...throw things to vent my anger...errggg....the i/c came up wif such a lame thing...she hates ppl to tok during work...so she dun wanna us to tok...n she said dat we shld approach her directly if we haf problems...1st, tell me whu can dun tok for like 8hrs...2nd, nt every problems concern her...so y the hell shld we ask her...wad she said did nt make sense...i m sure she oso cannt dun tok for the whole dae lahz..n i think she toks more den us lorz...jus dat we tok louder...haha...another thing is dat she alwaes like to get some ppl to visit our centre...n we r like the animals in the zoo...ppl alwaes stare at us n tok abt us...is realli irritating...i shall quit my job if i find a bf....haha...aniwae, i dun need to support myself wif the job...i jus used it to kill time...

i haf received my NUS package..they offered me business administration....i was quite shock oso lahz...i tot i will get arts n social science...haha...i dunno to b happi or nt happi sia...i still feel weird...n a lot of things r gg ard in my mind...but no matter wad...i m sure dat the happiest person is nt me...the person is my dad...haha...although he didn't mention much,i can sense his happiness lahz...i m sure he feels proud abt me...n i want him to feel proud of me...aniwae, i shall wait n c if i get ani news frm NTU...den i discuss wif my family members again...

i wanna apologise to mj...sorry for nt gg to kent ridge...i knw dat he wanted to stay out late...but i was realli unable to go out till so late...bcus i gt to work super earli the next morning...can tell dat he was a bit upset lahz...but i will make up for dat...haha...hey..wait wait wait...nt totally my fault lehz...he alwaes ask me out last min...so cannt blame me oso lahz...morale of the story....gt to book me in advance...haha...sw,mj n i went to clark quay to haf dinner at the riverside indonesia restaurant...food nt bad...but i dun think dat their service was veri good...haiz...but i had a veri full dinner lahz...oh yah, mj is nt picking up my calls n replying to my sms...dunno wad's wrong...a bit worry...but hopefulli everything is fine...

i need my beauty sleep now...tml will b a betta dae...haha...oh yah, my 2nd sis cuming back frm japan tml...but she is onli gg to stay here for a week...n she gt to fly back to japan...haiz...i shall tolerate all her rubbish n b nice to her...hehe...bcus i wanna all my gifts...lalala...

sToLeN EnTrY ...

2006-03-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

i came across some blog entries of jack's friend...i found it quite meaningful...so i decided to share wif everyone too...

Falling in love with someone is easy. Thinking of them is aching. Hoping for things to happen is traumatizing. Letting go is just to move on. As god would like us to meet a few wrong ones before the right one, so we will know how to handle the situation better, understand how one feels and treasure them more.

Love is not about possessing. It's about give n take. There are times when u should hold on, and times when u should let go. Both parties should give each other space n freedom to do whatever they like.

Respect. Freedom. Trust. 3 important elements in a relationship. True that sometimes u have to give up some things in life, but there's a limit. Never give up ur dreams n passion for another person, unless u think it's really worth it.

pLoTTinG ~

2006-03-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

i jus wonder wonder wonder...how cum some ppl can haf so mani testimonials on friendster...the figure is so big till the point dat it is a bit kua zhang n unbelievable...haha...is like a few hundreds testimonials...omg...i think it is more of a tag board lorz...

my workplace had a mini party todae...bcus there was no government sia...ate like nobody business lahz...but i m getting a bit sick of working there liaoz..haiz...so sianz to work there...it seems like i m alwaes draggin myself there...how i wish i cld get someone to support me...den i jus stay at home n slack...haha...no wonder mj alwaes sae i m like "da xiao jie"...but i m nt lahz...bcus i m still working to support myself...

i m plotting for a mp4...tryin to get my dad to fork out the $$$...n i cuming out wif tonnes of lame excuses...haha...but he insist dat he will onli gif me $80...so stingy...i shall work harder...get him to pay for the full cost...n hopefulli i get wad i want...lalalala....

aPpLiCaTiOn sUcCeSsFuL ~

2006-03-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to b veri angry...but life is jus so amazing...i m so suprise, shocked n happi now...

my mum said dat she will gif me a $120 voucher...in the end, she gif half of it to my 1st sis...n i m onli left wif $60...errggg...obviously i m angry...but all thanks to wei shi...my mood changed...she told me to go online to check for my NUS application status...n guess wad...my application is successful...which means dat i m accepted by NUS...but dunno wad course...gt to wait n see...aniwae, i m happi dat i haf a placement...which means dat i can go to uni like both my sis...n i need nt spend $15 to apply for SMU...haha...

i wanted to share more of my good news wif him...but he jus went offline...haiz...i jus wanna repeat something dat i alwaes tell ppl...is veri rude to go offline w/o telling ur frenz...do haf the courtesy to sae bye or something like dis...if it is due to technical problems n there r difficulties re-connecting...do make the effort to sms ur frenz n tell them...okie...

my 2nd sis is cuming back to spore at the end of the month...but she will onli b stayin for a week...den the following week she will need to go back to japan...how i wish i cld tag along wif her on her next trip...but i think the possibility is so slim lahz...but i will still try to psycho my mum...

i was chatting wif owen on msn...n he was asking me abt the boy dat i like...haha...he thinks dat the guy dun like me lahz...i oso think so lahz...haha...den he said dat i m too picky...i agree wif dat too...i wld haf been attached long ago if i was nt picky...n he told me nt to make the mistakes dat old ang moh women make...yes be pickie, but try everything... and everything means within your boundries of comfort...talk to people dat are imperfect, as thay might be perfect...omg...i simply like wad he told me...

i had a veri weird feeling while i was workin todae...i was thinking abt someone...someone whom i neber tot dat will cum to my mind...haha...anyway, i dun wish to blog too much abt dat...neber dwell in the past...life shld b forward looking...bcus history cannt b changed n no one can tell wad will happen in the future...

ReWarD iN aDvAnCe ~

2006-03-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

wad a busy dae...!!!

attended crystal's wedding wif jason in the afternoon..she is considered as my 1st frenz whu get married...omg...so young...haha...but aniwae in life there r mani things dat cannt b controlled...i haf a lot of thoughts on her marriage...she was one of my veri good frenz in sec sch...but there r a lot of things dat we cld no longer tok abt...no matter wad, i still wanna wish dat she has a blissful marriage...jason n i left cheverons earli bcus it was kind of boring...n i realise dat it was jason's bdae...so we went to tcc to haf a drink...oh yah...happi birthdae,jason !!!...haha...aniwae, i dun think both jason n crystal wld get to c dis...but is okie...

guess wad...mj, sw n i went for a movie n had supper together...haha...i think sw will b so bored at home if i dun ask her out...haha...but poor xy cannt make it...she was too busy liaoz...a brand new week..i think she gt some deadlines to meet...aniwae, the 3 of us tried something new todae...catch the show "failure to launch" at the cathay cineplex...it is newly open...1 word to describe...i think is superb...the seats r so comfortable...the screen is so big...the sound system is good too...n the best part is dat u shld drive there if u haf a car...per entry is $2...n it cums wif a flyer which allows u to exchange for free popcorn n drink...haha...is so cool lahz...free snacks for the show...n i think i saw mark zee in the theatre...nt too sure if the guy was him...but my 6th sense tell me dat is him...hehe...the show is realli nt bad...my kind of show...go into the theatre n laugh thru the show...n the ending is alwaes so sweet...i simply luv it...

we planned to go to chomp chomp for supper...but dunno of wad reasons...the place is nt open todae..perhaps we r nt fated to eat there...in the end, we had to settle at serangoon garden market...but is good too...i m so full now..n i cannt slp...haha...aniwae, i mus planned for another trip to eat at chomp chomp...realli wanna taste the food there...n thanks to mj for the supper...

too mani things happened todae...is like rewards dat is given to me in advance...bcus i knw dat i m gonna haf a tough work week ahead...haiz...is quite bad...but i m happi now...the fairy god mother granted my wishes...lalalalalala~~~...

xY MaDe Me LaUgH...

2006-03-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

i FINALLY get to meet up wif xy...we spent the whole dae together...haha..1st to marina sq...den to suntec city...xy was on a shoppin spree...n she is feeling guilty for spending so much now...luckily i did some controlling...or else i think she will declare bankrupt todae...hehe...let's tabulate wad we spent on...

xy: zara top, crabmeat pizza, kinder bueno, yami yoghurt, mashmallow, abercrombie skirt n top

zy: abercrombie top

zy n xy: bought a wedding photo album for crystal's wedding (jason chipping in too)

n wad comes next is the food...had dinner at ren thai...we had 2 phad thai...n xy keeps complaining dat we were so stupid to order 2 same thing...thai tofu in spicy sauce,iced lemon tea...n we had second round after dat...went to mc cafe to la kopi n haf cake...but actualli we were oreadi SUPER full...hehe...we chatted so much todae...n i think dat all the "LIMs" r the same...they jus haf dat typical trait in them...haha...

xy is jus tryin to b funni...she made me laugh so much throughout the nitez...the content dat she blogged is oso so funni...i jus simply laughed n laughed... n look at wad happened on the msn...

she told me to stop laughing...n she drew a pic...she claims dat my jaw will drop if i continue to laugh...omg...dis gal arhz...i realli cannt do anithing to her liaoz...lol.... but i m a happi gal now...bcus she cheered me up...luv her ya...oh yah...(to mj: pls dun b too jealous...oki)...hehe...

LiFe LiKe A rIvEr ~

2006-03-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

greg told me dat life is like a river...n the rationale behind it is dat life is not smooth sailing...some it's very strong and fast...it simply sweeps u of ur feet...and there's is not way to control it...there are times when it is completely peaceful and calm( like when in a lake)...life is not straightforward, it curves and bends...sometimes life is unclear...u dunno where u r headed just like a underground river...but like life the river ends somewhere...all rivers comes to an end at the sea...just like how all life ends at death....

after hearing wad he told me...i haf no idea wad else to blog liaoz...haha...but i m happi...bcus xy sae dat she will gif me her weekend...so we r gg out together...jus the both of us...haha...a dae to let our hairs down n play till we drop...yeahz...

ReSuLT cUm InTeRvIeW ~

2006-03-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

result is out...interview is over...but i m feelin so lost now...didn't do veri well dis sem..i was mentally prepared n i expected it to happen...but i was kind of disappointed...haiz...i was so anxious while i was waiting for my turn to go into the meeting room for the interview...n my stomach started to feel funni...haha...in fact, i m kind of worry on whether i can get into ntu...there were 3 ppl who went for the interview b4 me..they took abt 15mins...but mine was onli 5mins...so short sia...onli 2 possibility...1 is dat i m too good n they dun haf much to ask...the other is dat they r nt interested in me...so i can go off earli...no matter wad, it is oreadi over...i shall jus hope dat they accept me into their sch...

my confidence level seem to haf decrease...or mayb it is nt even wif me...so mani ppl r tellin me to haf some self-confidence...i oso think dat i m lack of confident...haiz...n i m gettin more paranoid sia...does dat sounds like i haf some mental problem...haha...feel kind of moody todae...i wanted to go out after my interview...but i dunno whu i cld i ask to go out wif me...so sad...ritez...
i m happi dat someone showed concern over me...but i feel weird too...joon is starting to knw me betta...i think he has the idea wad i m tryin to sae...to me life is jus like a journey...certain things jus cannt b avoided...i m tryin hard to gif up...but but but...haiz...hopefulli i will nt b affected by the conversation...hehe...

GaN cHiOnG ~

2006-03-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

i m a bit worried cum gan chiong over my ntu interview tml...but i shall bring along everyone's blessings wif me...hope dat everything goes well...i mus tell myself dat i can do it...so dat i can do it...n i can do it...haha...interview at 9.30am...i shall leave hse at 8am...haha...bcus is like so damn far...hehe...

final sem results will b out soon...tml 9am...somehow i dun feel anithing at all...i almost forgot all abt it...i onli knw it when ppl started toking abt it...hope dat my result is good...i m a bit greedy lahz...i wanna get 4/4...haha...aim higher sia...den mayb the chance of happening will b higher too...

pray that everything will b fine tml... :)

SeE DocToR ...

2006-03-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

i haf seen a doctor...supposed to b on a 2 days MC...but i said dat 1 day was enuff...jus need to cover for todae...bcus i did nt go to work...i wanna rest my voice so dat i will haf no problems tokin during my interview tml sia...hehe...for the 1st time, the doctor neber charged me too much for my medical bill sia...onli $25...mayb thru our conversation,he knws dat i m still a std...haha...n i wore my np top to the clinic...haha...quite surprised dat it was so cheap...but is good...

the pain ard my jaw n the pain in my throat r 2 separate issues...haha...my throat is pain bcus i haf throat inflammation...my jaw area is in pain bcus i over exert my jaws...which means i used to much strength...it cld b due to the fact dat i chew too much using dat side of my teeth...or mayb i tried to chew some veri hard or tough food...so the doctor advice is to avoid chewing using dat side n do not take hard food like nuts or cuttlefish...haha...n i need to take soft food for the next few daes until i recover sia..ooo...luckily is nt as bad as wad my parents sae sia...but i haf problems swallowing the medicine...bcus is too big...i dunno to swallon...so in the end, i onli took the inflammation tablets for my throat...as the medicine for the jaw pain, i jus had to gif it a miss...haiz...next time i mus remind the doctor nt to gif me the tablets dat r so BIG...it is gifing me a hard time...lolx...

piggy chang has been eating too much recently...thus i m suffering now...gt to cut down on the amount of food dat i eat...so dat the muscles ard my jaws can relax...so pls dun ask me y m i nt eating recently...the aunties at my workplace tot dat i m on diet...but i m nt...jus dat i haf problems eating...hehe...i m feelin hungry now...bcus i onli ate porridge in the morning...haiz...

pAcK ScHeDuLe ~

2006-03-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

my throat is gettin frm bad to worse...onli 1 side of my throat hurts...it hurts all the wae to my ears...my nerves r oso affected...the nerves on the other side of my mouth is pulling so tight...i haf problems yawning...i can open my mouth n tok..but i cannt stretch my mouth...is getting kind of serious..everyone in my family cum some frenz r asking to see a doctor...so being a good gal...i shall nt b dat stingy to save the money...i will spend some $$ to c a doctor tml...

half dae at work...was kind of slack...bcus there was no government todae...n we made so much noise lahz...there seemed to b more toking den working...haha...but wad to do...once in a blue moon opportunity...haha...n as usual...they gossiped a lot...n talked behine ppl's back lahz...haiz...

met up wif wei shi in the afternoon...managed to clear the $$ dat i owed her long ago..we haf lunch at the esplandae library cafe...saw sharon working there...haha...the price n food is okie...but the menu is quite limited lahz...n mus tok softly there...so pls do nt go there if u think dat u tok veri loudly...haha...n once again...steph put aeroplane...she did nt turn up last minute...haiz...perhaps we r nt fated to meet...

bought a little gift for trina,terence n zaid...had a great time working wif them in the amb...it was a nice experience too...wanna thanks them for tolerating me...hehe...n thanks to trina for the gift dat she gif each n everyone...had an informal farewell dinner wif my grp amb tonight...dinner at siam kitchen n la kopi at starbucks...we chatted so much...n terence is out to bully cum disturb me...haha...he killed so much of my brain cells sia...errggg...but last time liaoz...so i shall forgif him...oh yah,all the best to the rest in my grp..haha...opps..perhaps i shld sae all the best to terence...i haf a feeling dat the members will b the one bullyin him in future...muhahahaha...

mIsTaKeS...

2006-03-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

the ntu interview thingy is so messy...aiyoh...gif me headache sia...called the office of admission in the morning...they claim dat they r nt in-charge of the interviews...so they had to help me check whu was the one whu contacted me...realli appreciated their help to get the right person to call me back...managed to get the interview thingy settled...

started work again dis week...so shag...i was so busy till the pt dat i dunno wad to do next...bcus there r too mani things waiting for me to do...n i made mistakes lahz...is been some time since i last made mistakes...haiz...but wad to do lehz...humans r meant to make mistakes lahz...cannt blame me oso...haha...aniwae, is jus an excuse to make myself feel betta lahz...

i m down wif a sorethroat...pain pain...hope it recovers soon...so peeps,do shower me wif care n concern...den mayb my throat will feel happi n turn for the betta...haha...the time now is 1.15am liaoz...i betta slp earli...gt to work tml...damn earli...rise n shin at 7.30am sia...omg...*faint*....

La KoPi ~

2006-03-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

had the chance to go to my fav hangout again...met up wif joon,rong n lulu to la kopi there...hehe...relax sia...i haf been there so mani times within 2 weeks...but i haf yet to bring my darling xy there...haiz...she is too busy liaoz...but i shall dragggg her there 1 dae...

i m still waiting for the stupid ntu call...but the person neber call me back...mayb i shall call ntu n ask tml...a bit gan chiong sia...n i knw dat i m making a lot of frenz anxious too...but my one oso neber cfm...so peeps,pls dun get too gan chiong...bcus i feel veri tense up too...haha...

my mind is blank now...i dunno wad else to blog...i shall go look for the information on the chalet...ciaoz...

sLacK...

2006-03-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

sat in front of the tv for the whole dae...

ate the same food for breakfast,lunch n dinner...

cooked dinner for my sis upon her request...

dat's all i wanna blogged abt...

HAHA...

wOrK cUm UnI...

2006-03-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

i haf been slackin for the week...had to return to work todae...i almost forgotten...n i had prob waking up so earli...so in the end...i took a cab to work...haha...help the taxi industry sia...

basically,todae was the best dae at work...bcus there r no std...no need to mark worksheets...no need to kill my brain cells..onli meetings frm 9am-3pm...our centre is gg to move soon...so we r tryin to discuss everything for our new hse...shld b shifting on the 14th apr...hopefulli i will still b working there...haha...i will luv it if everydae is a meeting dae...i hate those daes when std cum for lesson...eerrggg.....

i miss the call frm ntu twice...is a call to ask me to turn up for the interview...haiz...dunno wad's wrong...i jus had to miss the call...perhaps i m nt fated to get into ntu sia...aniwae, i shall jus wait bahz...or anione can tell me wad else can i do...hehe...i suppose ntu get part timers to call the applicants...i m quite sure dat those ppl whu called r nt the admin staff of ntu...kind of weird...but i shall check it out...

oh yah...ani one out there wanna offer to help me wif my SMU application form...i will b glad if someone offer to help...bcus i realli need help...if nt, i shall gif dat uni a miss...haiz...

Hp Sw Mj Zy ...

2006-03-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

piggy chang...piggy chang...i haf shifted from slpping the whole dae to eating for the whole dae...imagine how much i haf ate since afternoon...given the fact dat i jus reached home nt too long ago...but i felt great...something which i did nt expect....

i had so much fun todae...was a pity dat xy cannt joined us...mj,sw,hp n i were simply tryin to bicker wif each other...mj was quite nice minus away the bullyin part...i gt him to send me to sch to pick up my reference letter b4 gg down to orchard to meet hp n sw...but the carpark at ngee ann city was quite jia lat...had to turn so mani rounds...n i was so giddy...plus the petrol smell frm shell earlier on...i almost fainted...haha...we all had lunch at ljs...the service is quite suckish...perhaps i shld do some feedbacking...den we oso haf drinks n toast at the ah mei shop at paragon...after some shopping, hp left...n it was left was the 3 of us...so we went off to marina sq...the car park was full..but mj still insisted to try his luck...n it was another round of turning here n there...sw n i were so giddy...plus some of the little irritating tricks dat mj did...i had the vomitting feeling...haha...we had dinner at mj's fav jap restaurant...i was damn full...so much food...n i was so gan chiong...bcus i dun wanna b the last one to leave the shop...so i kept looking ard...haha...we were so full after dinner...so we drop by at esplanade...to take a stroll...but dat place was so crowded...infested wif weird ppl...haha...but sw,mj ni had a nice chat...didn't knw dat we cld all click so well too..hehe...

there r too much dat i wanna blog abt...but is impossible for me to type everything...lol...haf to get back to work liaoz...feeling so reluctant...but i cannt go against $$...i spent so much dis week...haiz...is time to start saving...

HoPeFuLLy ~

2006-03-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

piggy chang..nuthing constructive done....i slept for the whole afternoon...jus like a pig...eat n slp...sounds quite bad...i shld review on myself...but i think i can onli lead dis kind of life for dis week...bcus i will b back to work next week liaoz...sob sob...

i m planning my prog for tml...hopefulli i get to meet my 4 golden flowers...hopefulli mj will b nice n kind enuff to send me back to sch n collect my reference letter...hopefulli steph will call me back...nt too sure if she need companion tml nitez...haha...n lastly, hope dat i can let my dad knws if i will b having dinner wif him tml...so mani hopefulli...at least 1 shld cum true...hehe...

SMU aPpLiCaTiOn ...

2006-03-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

i decided to GIVE UP on applying for SMU...i haf no idea wad the qns r asking abt...n i cannt ans a lot of those qns...bcus it is N/A to me...n the qns r so not straight forward...i haf to leave like half of the application form blank...i think they shld let ppl feedback on the application form sia...the longer i stare at the application form...the angrier i get...the possibility of me gettin in is quite slim lahz...so jus forget it...aniwae, i m nt veri keen in their education system...now i can save up $15...eerrgggg....

NiCe GoUrMeT ~

2006-03-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

i m a happi gal...but at the same time, i m so sinful...haha...had too much good food recently...delicious..but but but...i m growing horizontally...mus try to cut down on the food in-take...

for the 1st time ever...i travelled so far...all bcus of food...watched a show on tv dat recommend on the italian cuisine...so i decided to make a trip there n gif it a try...n my ka ki for good food dis time round was zhi kai...n mus thank him for being the major contributor...lolx...we went all the wae to the rail mall located at upper bukit timah...galbiati gourmet deli...a simple place wif nice food...i luv the pizza n tiramisu n spinach flan...yum yum...i think the place will b veri popular if it is more properly done up...like betta ambience...hehe...the price is slightly steeper...but veri $$ u spend is like worth it...i will gif 8/10 marks...so peeps, if u happen to b ard dat area...do try it...

mj called me at nitez...askin me if i was free to go out...so as usual, he will pick me up...we went to the TCC at boat quay...i think i m gg to bcum 1 of the frequent customer there...i realli luv the ambience sia...is literally slacking there...a good place to relax n catch up wif frenz...n thanks to mj for the treat...i was nt sure if he wanted to treat me or i assume dat he will treat me lahz...but i jus did nt pay him...haha...but i helped him to buy something frm bk w/o claiming frm him too lahz...u c...sometimes there mus b gif n take...dat's how good frenz built up their relationship...haha...n as usual, the number of ppl whu look into the car remains the same...both of us still feel weird...but wad to do...there is nuthing dat we can do to stop dat frm happening...ritez...so jus pretend dat nuthing happen...muhahaha....

i haf decided to enrol for SMU...so i shall do it now... :D

MsN ...

2006-03-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

happenings on msn....latest news...

joon is getting on my nerves...he is trying to challenge me sia...keep calling me a*****...errggg..he is gg to get it frm me sia...betta dun let me c him...haha...veri veri naughty boi...

jack is feeling dat he is gettin old too...perhaps it is the feeling dat orchard gif us...a lot of younger generation ppl r there...i think it is jus a matter of time b4 i stop gg to orchard...haha...

greg keeps dc...his laptop luv to hibernate...dunno wad is wrong...but our converstation is like so on n off... errgg...

chuan xian shared a new background wif me on msn...so cute...like dat background sia...something new dat interest me...

sw is claiming dat xy's blog takes veri long to load...n it gif the feelin as if the IE is gg to hang...haha...xy's blog is a destroyer...n sw is getting more kua zhang...but i luv it...

he is still online lehz...till now...he was oreadi online since afternoon...but i dun haf the courage to chat wif him lahz...it is quite tiring to think of topics non-stop...n he will msg me if he wants to chat...right...so i shld jus continue waiting...mayb by then...my neck will b as long as the giraffe...haha...but i knw dat he is veri veri busy...i shld b nice enuff to understand...bleahz...

i m getting a slight headache now...perhaps i shld jus stop blogging...i m so giddy...i think i will see stars soon...*faint*...

LaMe ExCuSe 4 OuTiNg ~

2006-03-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

i m a HAPPY gal...

my dear dear miss lim asked me out...we went to ps...bcus xy wanted to eat the waffle at gelare...n thanks gal for giving me the treat...so nice...i shall buy her some stuff the next time round...other than dat, she shared her fav cookie wif me...is like some oat n raisin cookie...nt bad lahz...but it once again proved dat she luv cookie dat r soft...haha...oh yah...n plus the bottle of orange juice dat she bought for me...omg..i think i spent too much of her $$...i shall b nice n buy her lotsa food when we next meet...

the excuse for me to go out is to kill time n boredom...the excuse for xy to go out is to destress...haha...all the lame excuses...while chatting, we all came to a conclusion...we r all old...felt quite out of place...everywhere at ps r young ppl in sch uniform...n i jus realise dat i was too overly old to step into the arcade...haha...so weird...n the topics between us has shifted from education,shopping n etc to marriage,family n etc...u see...there is a change in the topics dat we discussed...i think sooner or later we r gg to look n tok like aunties...omg...i haf the i wanna faint kind of feeling...lolx...

but we r still lookin for our MR. RIGHT...searching for the onli one up n down...high n low...perhaps our expectations r jus too high...we wld haf been attached long ago if our expectations r nt so high...haha...but it oso means dat the one we like r of veri high standards...lolx...aniwae,the right one will jus appear at the right time lahz...jus like mj's bro...getting married soon...so happi for him...hehe...

WaiTiNg 4 THe NexT ouTinG...

2006-03-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

todae is a self declared slacking dae...nuthing constructive done...onli eat,slp,watch tv n surf the internet...so meaningless...ooo, my sis bought me a tiramisu frm TCC...so sinful to eat dat...haha...the taste was so-so lahz...but since it is free,wad more can i ask for...

had a long chat wif shaun...n of cus the topic will b on dis particular person lahz...haha...plus a bit of dis n dat...oh yah...joon n gang r so naughty...kept calling me a*****....feel so funni lahz...haha...but cannt tell so mani ppl sia...is meant to b a secret...

once again...the feeling of seeing him online is so good...but but but...there is nuthing much dat the both of us can chat abt...is nt like last time...we used to chat abt anithing under the sun...it seems like we r drifting further n further...n is veri difficult to keep up wif a one wae communication...the whole conversation is like i ask he ans...aiyoh...felt a bit hurt sia...felt so tempted to tell him abt my feelings abt him...i almost did...but in the end...i changed my mind...i guess i jus dun haf the courage to do such thing...i will continue to try...hopefulli he gets my hint n ask me lahz...den save me from the embarassment of asking or telling him...haha...aniwae,i m lookin forward to our next outing...i jus cannt wait for him to ask me out again...perhaps is a chance dat i shld cherish...hopefulli i will b braver by then...

ImPeRiaL ResTaUrAnT..

2006-03-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

it was so crowded at suntec city...especially at the pc show...i was simply like the sardine fish...hehe...wanted to get a sumsung mp4...but i didn't buy in the end...bcus i dun wanna buy on impulse...haha...but quite a good bargain...onli $279 sia...hmm...i shall consider to get one...

treated my parents n sis for dinner...actualli i wanted to treat my mum dinner bcus her bdae was 2 daes ago...but my irritating wanted to tag along n she brough a friend too...spent more den wad i haf planned...errgg...we had dinner at imperial treasure teochew restaurant...my mum luv the food there...i think dat the food was soso...haha..aniwae there goes my $100...gt to work doubly hard dis month...so dat i will earn back the $$ soon....lalalalalala....

PrInCiPaL's TrEaT ...

2006-03-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

todae is much more interesting...is the time where the seniors citizens need to step down n pass it on to the younger generation...held our 2006/07 presidential election...actualli i somehow cld sense whu will win...n bingo...i was right...there was no wae to fight...the votes for the rest were too far behind...i voted for a male...bcus i think dat the females were too ego...i m nt trying to sae dat the one who was chosen is nt gd...but i think there r other more suitable candidates...a president mus b objective n nt the veri autocratic kind...aniwae,we shall c how it goes in future...hopefulli things r nt as bad as wad i think...so all the best to the new committee team...

it had been a trend to haf lunch wif the principal n deputy principal annually...bcus it is their wae of thanking the amb for their effort during open hse...lunch was nt bad...but it was more of a photo taking session...took so mani photos...smile until so tired...n it was oso my last chance to take photos wif the graduating amb...is like we spent 3 yrs working together...we had fun,stress,happiness,uphappiness n etc together...it was a gd experience to me...n i will alwaes luv amb... :)

All the graduating ambassador - 2006

Me,Charlene (President 2005/06), Ida (Officer)

NP principal - I was quite surprised dat he cld actualli rmb my name...bcus i think he onli knw my name during a short chat wif him durin the OH...felt quite happi...

oh..dis is my grp4...n i think it is the onli pic dat i took wif the yr1...haha...

PERF cAmP ~

2006-03-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

dae 1 of my last amb camp in sch...so few amb turn up...guess how mani yr3 turn up for the farewell camp...onli 4 in the morning...considering dat the total yr3 strength is abt 20...4 is quite pathetic...haha...the morning part was so boring...so i shall skipped dat...

had games in the afternoon...but i think dat the games were so stupid n meaningless...it was more of physical n mental torture rather den fun...haiz...i was so shag...i had the feeling of killing someone while playin the game...but i still wanna thank the ppl whu plan the camp...hafing gone thru dat in the past...i knw dat it was nt easy...appreciated their efforts as well...

the theme for the dinner was arabian nitez...gt to do a dance...felt so pai sehz doing it...aniwae, the yr3 jus had to do it...but i dun think the whole event was veri properly planned...i m nt too sure whether is due to the budget or time constraints...i think the EM used to do a betta job...but but but...it was their 1st time doing it...so i think they will do much betta the next time round...

the weather was so hot while they carried out the games...caused me to haf a headache...it was so terrible...so sick...gt to ask zhi kai n jonathan to share a cab back wif me...so dat i can rest earlier...gt to pop a panadol n off i go lala land...zZzzZzz...

FaReWeLL FooD...

2006-03-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

there was so much food to eat...chicken udon for lunch...immediately after lunch, they cut the cake dat was bought by auntie cath...bcus it was LL last dae at work...so sad...auntie cath spent so much effort jus to buy the cake...LANA cake mahz (did i spell correctly??)..realli appreciated all her hard work...n 1 of the parents bought chicken pies n fruit tarts frm prima deli...but i was too full to stuff ani more food in...den LL bought ba kua for us too...omg...n they all ate everything at one time...faint...too much liaoz lorz...i think i m growing horizontally...hehe...the aunties dun mind but i mind...i wanna grow vertically...!!!

BoaT QuAy - TCC

2006-03-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

the appeal on my blog works...went for a coffee session wif jack...the place n food r good...thumbs up..a nice place to relax in the afternoon...slack,gossip,drink...is a pity dat zk n greg missed it...but is okie..i believe there will alwaes b a 2nd time..hehe...

i wanna COMPLAIN...xy's tagboard hates me...whenever i wanna tag...it does nt work...sob sob...y like dat...i mus lodge a complain to LXY pte ltd...haha...(to xy: despite the fact dat i alwaes complain abt ur attendance..u r still nt turning up in sch diligently...i mus find a wae to motivate u to turn up)....

the feelin of seeing him online is so good...it realli takes a lot of courage to do something...i initiated a chat...somehow we didn't chat as much as we used to...but is okie...bcus the feeling of knwing dat he is still somewhere ard is good enuff...i think i m falling deeper n deeper into the whole thing... jia lat...oh yah...whenever he is online, i will try to make it an effort to go offline 1st...i oso dunno y...perhaps it makes me feel more at ease...

my 1st sis is plotting against me...she knws dat i refused to tok to her over the incident...dis few daes she has been askin me so mani lame qns lahz...is so unneccessary to ask me those qns...n i onli nod or shake my head...i refused to open my mouth...but but but...i lost...she made used of my 2nd sis...she tok to me abt my 2nd sis n asked if i wanna go over to japan wif her to visit my 2nd sis in april...errggg....scheming sia...her plot...n i was tricked into toking wif her...*pout*...i can sense dat my sis is jus tryin to appease me n redemn herself...but i will nt b tricked...!!!

ConFLicT ~

2006-03-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

conflict conflict conflict...so mani problems happened at work...dunno wad's wrong...everything is in a mess...luckily is none of my business...so i simply stay out of the whole situation...

there r ppl asking me abt wad had happened between my sis n i...thanks for all ur concern...but i m alright...so dun need to worry...but is alwaes good to knw dat there r so mani ppl concerned abt me...hehe...i m so fortunate...

appointment for tml is cancel liaoz...which means dat i will nt haf ani prog...so sianz...i haf been dying to go out lahz...bcus i haben been meeting the darlings for so so long...haiz...but is okie lahz...how i wish dat i can go out everydae...so ppl out there...pls start asking me out...thanks sia...

cHrIsTiAn ???

2006-03-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

my 1st sis jus told me something dat i cannt accept...

did she regret telling me abt it...

bcus my last sentence to her was...."i hate u"

MuNicH ~

2006-03-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

had been stayin up late recently...onli turning in at abt 4am last nite...luckily i had sw, jack n zk to chat wif me on msn...n i haf mobtv to accompany me...plus the stupid mcdonald game dat xy post on her blog...actualli i was oso waiting to c if he wld cum online or nt...but he didn't lahz...morale of the story...dun believe when someone sae tok to u later or chat wif u later...waited until i almost turned into giraffe sia...*shake head*...but is okie lahz...no hard feelings...jus dat i haf been waiting for the opportunity to chat wif him...

catched a movie at gv marina todae...went wif mj...n thanks to him...we watched munich...a show dat killed my brain cells...i wanted to watch a comedy bcus i dun haf to use my brain...hehe...onli understood like 70-80% of the show...but is okie lahz...i think the show is nt bad...i will gif 3 out of 5 stars...the cinema was freaking cold...but spacious seat...managed to catch the show in the samsung hall...yeah...

i haben met up wif mj for veri long...the feelin was quite weird...no longer like the past...gt the drifted away kind of feeling...is like gg out bcus i wanna kill time...haha...wad a bad excuse...mayb i shld gif a 2nd tot b4 gg out wif him in future...or mayb i will make it a point to pull xy along...

if given a choice...i wld rather go out wif him...jus like v dae...haha...i haf tried asking him 4 another meal..but i failed...so i dun think i haf the courage to ask again lahz...realli pai sehz...between him n my pride...i choose my pride..haha...wad can b more impt den a gal's face lehz...

sToRy oF LoVe...

2006-03-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

dim sum breakfast in the morning...yum yum...the place was so crowded lahz...the queue was so damn long...but all good things r worth to wait for...ritez...dat's y i m a happi gal...jalan jalan ard the area after breakfast...n my mum was the onli one whu bought things...woman r jus woman...cfm mus buy things when they r out...opps...i will bcum like her one dae...

night time...i was alone at home...mummy went for ktv...daddy went to watch opera...n i chose to stay at home to watch tv...moulin rouge on chn 5...although is a movie quite some time ago, it is still as nice n touching...a story of luv...luv dat will live to the end... :)

PaMpEr ~

2006-03-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

i need to b pamper...i want to b pamper...

i wanna go to red star restaurant tml morning for dim sum breakfast..n mummy sae okie..yippee...hurray...i can once again indulge in delicious food w/o having to pay from my own pocket...hehe...stingy me...

sw knws me well enuff...she knws wad i want...haha...thanks for the songs...realli like it...a lot of things r running in my brain...a song whereby i can relate to my life...haiz...i wanna find my "kao an"...is it realli dat difficult...

MiSeRaBLe LiFe...

2006-03-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

life is so miserable...bcus i haf to stay at home on a saturday...no prog...sob sob...was kind of lazy to go out n entertain xy...bcus so last min...hehe...n i wanna tell xy something...

specially for xy: ur tag board is alwaes nt working...errgg...cannt tag lorz...jus read ur blog...i cannt help but to laugh too...i realli cannt imagine ur bro gg into MI...science sia...haha...is dat the biggest joke on earth...oppss..i didn't mean to make fun of him...but which choice was dat...is it heng or suay to get dat lehz...morale of the story...all the choices r veri impt...dun anihow put...

i haf collected my new specs todae...but haf nt started wearing it...n i knw dat xy can't wait to c me in dat specs...haha...kind of like dat specs...but i still find dat it is x...haiz...waste $$ again...

exams haf ended...but i dun haf ani prog lehz...everything in my schedule is all abt work work work n work...anione out there...do ask me out...help me to kill my boredom...or else i will b bored to death soon...

gOiNg...CoMiNg...

2006-03-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah...exams over...but i m nt gg to tok abt it...bcus is over liaoz...no use toking abt it oo...hehe...i m as free as a bird now...i can enjoy doing wadever i want...haha...isn't dat great...went to the career fair at suntec city...quite a lot of stuff there...had dinner at fish n co...yum yum...but the portion is too big...cannt finish..but i feel good spending $$...bcus it has been a long time since i spent...hehe...

i alwaes tell myself dat he doesn't...xy alwaes sae dat he does...when i m thinking dat mayb he does...xy is tellin me dat he doesn't...weird...weird...weird....i think...xy think...we think...haiz haiz haiz...is something dat has been gg on n on...

my 6th sense was right...didn't manage to go out wif him...but i m still curious to knw if he knws...somehow i think dat he is avoiding me lahz...perhaps i think too much...aniwae, i m nt asking for too much...if yes den gt chance...if no den no chance...is like hanging in the air now...haiz..dunno to gif up or nt...mayb there r lots of factor for both parties to consider...

while i m tryin so hard to go after one...my 6th sense tells me dat there is another one cuming after me...omg...although the person neber tell me directly,i do get a bit of hints...n i did heard frm someone else as well...haiz...everything is in a mess...i dun wanna think...my brain needs some rest...

ExAmS MoDe ~

2006-03-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

i m veri veri scared now...everyone is out of the exams mode...n i jus entered the exams mode...i m still trying to run thru everything...n thanks to joon...i jus realised dat i miss out some stuff...so i shall go study the topic later...

anione out there...tell me how to calm down a bit...too gan chiong liaoz...oh yah..mj is back...earlier den wad he told me...n thanks for telling me dat i m alwaes eating fruits while i revise my work...perhaps is a wae to relax a bit...n mus thanks my 2nd sis too...she wish me good luck..all the wae frm japan...*catch catch*....i haf received all her blessing....

no prog after my papers tml...bcus he did nt reply to my sms...sadded...even if he cannt make it...he shld at least reply by sayin dat he nt free or something like dat mahz...so disappointed...haiz...aniwae, is okie...i m sure i will b able to find some things to do...bleahz...

ReViSiOn...

2006-03-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

i haf problems sleeping at nitez...toss n toss n toss...n my eyes r still open...haha...dunno wad's wrong...

managed to go thru all the topics for sqm...but i m nt too sure if i knw all the facts at my finger tip...filter out some of the stuff for sqm...study some part n leave out some part...bcus my little brain cannt store everything...i shall make the effort to revise my work again at nite...

oh yah...shaun called me last nitez...is a long distance call....all the wae frm australia...so nice of him sia..at least he still rmb dat he has frenz in spore...haha...nt like dat stupid mj...went to thai...den vanish liaoz..opps...aniwae,he shld b back soon...

hope dat everything will b fine tml...good luck to myself n the rest whu r oso taking papers tml...jus can't wait for everything to finish...bcus dat will b the time dat i can enjoy myself... =p

GooD TrAiNiNg...

2006-03-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

i m guilty...haf nt done ani studying todae...but i shall do it later...i promised to finish studying the other 3 chapters dat i m left wif...i wanna b a good gal...

met my colleague in the afternoon to pick up my hp...the feeling of hafing my hp by my side is so good...hehe...i haf sms him n i m still waiting for reply...but like wad i told some ppl...i haf a strong feelin dat he will reject lahz...is okie...den i shall nt bug him animore...lolx...

it took me so long to realise something...n i wanna thank LL for enlightening me...during my 6 weeks industrial trainning prog...i haf learnt a lot within such a short period of time...n seriously...it was something dat benefitted me...realli grateful to b able to learn so much frm my attachment company...the experience was realli good...perhaps the sch shld sent more ppl to dat company...a good place to pick up some new things...i m nt tryin to sae dat my current workplace is nt good...is jus dat i dun pick up as much skills as i did compared to my attachment company...hee hee...

i m lookin forward to mani mani things after my exams...can't wait to get over wif my papers...

InSeCuReD w/o Hp...

2006-02-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

stupid me...blur me...

i left my hp at my workplace...i m feeling so insecure now...kind of lost...it was oreadi too late when i realised dat my hp was in the centre...the one holding the key had oreadi locked up the place n left...haiz...my poor hp will b so lonely todae...sleeping alone in the centre...sob sob...

i wanna thank joon...bcus he realli motivated me to study harder for my exams...n i wanna thank zhi kai..although i did nt c the sms,i haf gotten all the "motivate motivate motivate" frm him...i promised dat i will put in more effort...i shall complete at least 2 chapters b4 i slp tonitez...hehe...everyone is tellin me dat there is nuthing much to study for sqm...n i m the onli one who thinks dat there is a lot to study sia...perhaps sqm is realli nuthing compared to ib...

i wanna STUDY STUDY STUDY...hehe..shhhzzzzzzz....

HeLp???

2006-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

can someone pls motivate me to start my revision...

can someone pls gif me some tips to help me wif my revision...

i need help seriously...anione out there....

???

CrAzY ~

2006-02-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

my internet explorer has gone crazy...is it jus like me...haha...the moment i start my IE...the home page is suppose to b np website...instead of dat...his blog will appear...omg...no matter wad i do...it jus does nt change...wad shld i do...i dun wanna c dat...i think my IE oso like him veri much lahz...haha...

i think i shld start studying soon...all my frenz ard me r oreadi in the exams mode or exams mood liaoz...i m still playing,eating n sleeping...is time to b serious n revise my work...perhaps i m too engross wif the fact dat i will b graduating soon...thus i realli overlook the fact dat i need to finish my exams...the word "exams" is realli nt in my mind...but i will make the effort to study n get over wif it...hehe...mus jiayou jiayou...

to xy: dun let ur work stuff affect ur mood to study...jus curse those company to close down soon...hehe...study hard for ur test...good luck to u...after ur tests n my exams...it will b the time to order a tiramisu n celeb...okie...muaks...

cOnsTrUcTiVe...

2006-02-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

managed to do 2 constructive things todae...1st,i made the effort to drop by at my attachment company to pick up the cd on the bdae party...n the next thing dat i did was dat i went to the optical shop finally...made a new pair of specs...but is so damn x...$270...but at least i made the transition lens...something which i wanted to make all along...my lens is even more x than the frame lorz...all bcus of my high astig...haiz...is quite terrible to haf eye problem...best is to haf perfect eye sight...den no worrys liaoz...haha...

BDae pHoTo...

2006-02-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

it took me so long to post these photos...went for my "ex-boss" 50th bdae party dat dae...saw the wae the place was being decorated...gt the hotel feeling in the al fresco wae...ritez...the other pic is all the staff in the company...frm spore,hong kong n australia...haha...is realli fun being wif them...yippee...yippee...yippee... :)

TiRaMiSu...

2006-02-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

i want TIRAMISU...

all thanks to xy...i haf the cravings for it suddenly too...xy n i made a pact to buy one tiramisu frm tiramisutra...n the excuse to buy the cake is to celebrate dat i graduate frm np...haha...wad a lame excuse...but is okie...i jus cannt wait to eat the cake...

will anione b nice to buy me one soon...so dat i can get the chance to taste it lorz..hehe...pls pls pls... :)

FaKeD...

2006-02-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

y r some ppl so weird...

i haf heard the same story from so mani ppl..for example, A n B haf common frenz...den A's frenz will try to match make A n B together...but in the end, it dun work lahz...n it will oso somehow affect the friendship between A n B...does dis sounds familiar to u...i haf heard dis story frm at least a handful of different ppl...aiyoh...all these ppl watched the same drama n get the stupid idea...is it..haha...

the same thing happens at my workplace...rmb dat i was toking abt dis man in his 50s whu is still single...the rest of the aunties r trying to match make him wif someone at my workplace too...she is still single n in her 40s...nt too sure wad will happen between the both of them...i m nt dat interested bcus i dun like to tok to dat man...aniwae, will the outcome b like ani other storys dat i haf heard...hmmm....

"GeT rEaL"

2006-02-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

i was watching "get real" on channel news asia jus now...n i saw a guy dat was so familiar...i knw whu he is...but i shall nt mention his name on my blog...b4 watching the show,i oreadi knew a bit abt his family background...while watching,i felt a bit sad...bcus i was thinking frm his pt of view...i wished i cld haf done something to help him...but the truth is dat there is nuthing dat i cld do...after watching,i felt dat i knew more abt him...given wad he had been thru...i think he is veri brave to b able to go thru all these...something which nt mani ppl cld accept...i shall b nicer to him n gif him support as a frenz... :)

PiTy My EaRs ~~

2006-02-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

i m almost deaf...or at least my earing will b affected...

dong chiang dong chiang...drok drok drok drok....dong chiang dong chiang...

aiyoh...accompanied my parents to the community centre to watch the dragon n lion dance performance...quite nice lahz...thumbs up for the dragon dance...realli good...but there is something dat i dun understand...how cum the wae they beat the drum is so damn loud...errgg...aniwae, i m home liaoz...i get to enjoy some peace...haha...

didn't do anithing constructive todae...basically my life evloved around the tv,food,internet...i was watching heaven's robe in the afternoon...n i cried...quite touching sia...the amount of effort dat one takes to gif ur beloved partner a heaven kind of happiness in the future...

i need a dream...so dat there may b the chance of turning it into reality... :)

"3sss"...sUrPrIsE...sHocK...sWeeT...

2006-02-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

surprises can b aniwhere...n it can b everywhere as well...it is jus waiting for the right time to call upon u...hehe...something realli shocked me...but i was feeling so sweet in the bottom of my heart...hmmm...dunno how to describe...i shall keep the details to the later part....

dun wish to tok abt work todae...i lost interest in my work liaoz lahz...n the sight of the pervert uncle at my workplace is simply turning me off...for every single min,he will haf dat stupid grin on his face...errrgg...i dun even b bothered to tok to him...waste my saliva...

joon is my lucky star for the dae...made the right choice of gg for dinner together...brought him to so mani places dat he has nt been to...some of the places i oso haben been there too...hehe...when we were at far east square...bought teh tarik frm the mr tarik stall...taste so nice...n onli $1.20 for a veri big cup...value for $$ sia...there was oso dis grp of ppl whu approached joon twice and asked if he was wearing a boxer...haha...weird ritez...haha...passed by the scarlet hotel...is realli quite nice...n there is the word "desire" outside the hotel...i think it is realli the desire of most gals to b there...hopefulli i will get the chance to b there one dae..joon n i had dinner haf maxwell market...chatted a lot...practically abt everything...

then here comes the foot steps of the surprise....

time check...it was abt 10+pm...so i suggested to leave the place...n guess wad...after crossing the traffic light...i saw someone n i gt a shock...whu whu whu...is HIM...i cldn't believe it...n my mind was totalli blank...i did nt expect to c him there...it was like totalli impossible to c him there...bcus he stays so far away...n there was nuthing (eg: no shopping centres,no shops...except lotsa pubs) there dat cld attract him to appear there...lolx...for the 1st time ever...he was the one whu saw me 1st...n he recognised me thru my back view...haha...getting more n more powerful sia...had a short chat wif him...after parting wif him, joon n i continue to make our wae to the mrt station...n i met him again near the mrt station...omg...bumpin into each other twice in less den 10 mins...is it fated...joon n i were still toking abt him while we were hafin dinner...n da da...he jus appeared...is realli kind of sweet n happi...

will something betta b on its wae...??? :)

FaKe FaKisH ...

2006-02-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

work as usual...but i gt to pretend dat i was sick...bcus i didn't turn up for work on tues...n the reason i gave was dat i was sick...haha...gg out wif him was more impt den work lahz...so yah...dat's y i told a lie...gt a new ah pek reporting for work...he is like 50+ yr old...but still single...i think he looks like a prevert lahz...n he walks ard as if he was the supervisor...damn irritated...

made a last min appointment wif xy...shopped ard bugis village...dinner at mos burger...coffee at the TCC (boat quay)...i will b back there soon...bcus i wanna get the chance to sit upstairs...so xy...dun forget our 2nd date there...okie...n most importantly, we r nt bringing mj along...haha...so is our date...chatted so much...was like a sharing session between the both of us...i think she knw more stuff abt me den wad i knw abt her lahz...haha...feeling guilty...i will make the effort to knw her betta...lolx...

was chatting wif jack on msn...we discussed abt some topic...he asked me quite a few qns...but it seems like all the ans r negative...haiz...so wad does dat mean...to let go n forget abt it...i m realli lost...perhaps i shld jus let nature take its course... =p

JusT 4 xY !!!

2006-02-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

dis entry is especially for xy..i knw she will definately read it...ritez...bcus she wrote an entry in her own blog abt wad she wanna tell me...n now is my turn to do so...wanted to sms u...but hp charging in progres...wanted to tag...but i haf too much to tell u...wanted to chat wif u on msn...but u r nt ard...haha...

i was laughing so loudly while reading dat entry for me...firstly, it was nt a date...jus a lunch...secondly,i was secretive bcus i dun want too mani ppl to knw...n i was nt too sure if we wld realli go out together mahz...thirdly, i nt too sure if he reads my blog..i think he does bcus of those past incident dat i once told u...i dun think he does bcus i haf neber gif him the url n he has nt taken ani actions...aniwae, we shall wait n see...

i can sense dat u r veri happi...perhaps more happi den i do...haha...i think i m quite free lahz...jus let me knw when u wanna go out...n i will jus make myself available to appear in front of u...hehe...do remind me to bring the pics...bcus i think i will forget to bring...i onli gt the small small one in my wallet...the big one is in my drawer...lolx...

i m sure dat u dun haf the mood to study now...bcus u r more interested in my story den ur readings...ritez..haha...but u mus do well in ur quiz..bcus i will nt bear the responsibility sia..haha...oppss...quite evil of me...oh yah...i may nt even get attached wif him...haha..u think too much liaoz...n pls dun burn my hse down lahz...i knw u luv my room too much...u will nt bear to do it..as for his hse...jus burn lahz...he shifting hse soon...haha...n horz, u dun even knw where he stays...how to burn...i oso dunno where he stays...so cannt help u lorz...so yah..

wad abt u...how did u spend ur valentine dae lehz...tell me tell me...anithing interesting...anione ask u out...i m veri curious...but for the moment...dun think too much n get back to ur readings...good luck gal...

sTarTiNg / EnDiNg ???

2006-02-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

i was nt too sure if gg out wif him ytd was considered as a start or an end...bcus i totalli cannt sense anithing frm him...n to the both of us, i think we seemed to have different expectations...i wanted more den a meal together...n he jus wanted that meal...but gg out together for the 1st time on a valentine dae may means so much more to a gal den a guy...

the dae b4 i went out wif him...i was veri happi dat he made the appointment on such a dae...n i was realli kind of excited...but when i was realli out wif him...everything jus seemed so normal...i did nt have ani special feelings nor anithing...it was jus like gg out wif ani other frenz...to think back now...i was glad dat we had the chance to go out n i was hoping for more...

rong sae dat the pic dat we took was nice...n he looked handsome...on top of dat...when i asked her...she sae we looked quite compatible lorz...kind of happi when i heard dat...but i think it is quite difficult or almost impossible for the both of us to work out...bcus we will nt get to c each other in sch animore...n is quite tough on me to alwaes b the one to sms him n stay in contact wif him...

(i doubt he will get the chance to see dis...but...) if he realli happens to c dis one dae...i realli want to knw how he feels n thinks abt me...is there a chance to develop further...no matter the ans is positive or negative...i jus want to knw...

for the time being, jus let me treat ytd's incident as a nice ending to my poly life wif him...it was something sweet n i wld rmb... :)

HaPpI VaLenTiNe DaY ~ ~

2006-02-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

Happi Valentine Day to all !!!

Happi 20th Birthday to Joon Ah !!!

a dae wif lotsa of mixed feelings....it is veri difficult to explain dat kind of feelings...basically i jus haf no idea how to continue wif the blog entry...errggg...

somehow, we managed to arrange a time to go out together...so we spent the afternoon together (yesh...jus the 2 of us)...to me, it was like a first time outing wif someone whom i alwaes want to b wif...but i haf the feelin dat to him, it was jus something dat he owe me and wanted to repay (not too sure...dat's jus wad i think)...

we were at orchard...had pasta for lunch at ngee ann city...chatted so much...realli a time dat allowed me to knw him betta...den off to do some window shopping...but he did buy a magazine at kino...hehe...the highlight of the dae shld b taking some "neoprint" kind of stuff at cineleisure...i liked the pictures dat we took...n i realli hope dat there will b more chances of doing dat wif him in the future...we went off in separate waes at abt 4.40pm to do our own stuff...so it marks the end of the whole thing...the time spent wif him was great...

met up wif joon,lulu n rong...we all headed to joon's hse to celebrate his bdae...choke n zhifang came so late...tot they gt lost in singapore...haha...dinner was at 6pm...but they turned up at abt 9+pm...dat's like inidan timing sia...lolx...STEAMBOAT...so much food to eat...was damn full...n kind of pai sehz to trouble his parents...but his family members r quite nice...veri socialable n humourous...n guess wad...all the ppl whu turned up at his place was single...so is like a "single" gathering at joon's hse to celeb his bdae...hope he enjoyed the dae wif lotsa of gals... =p

ExCiTeD ...

2006-02-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

i m getting quite excited...but i m keeping it a secret for the moment...i may haf problems sleeping...hehe...can't wait liaoz...

v DaE TraDiTiOnaL ...

2006-02-13T14:53:00.000+08:00

i m ROTTING at home now...

i have no idea wad i wanna do sia...didn't haf to go sch...n i did nt plan ani programs to go out or anithing...basically i m jus waiting for time to past...haha...

read sw's blog jus now...n i came across something which i tot was quite interesting...there is this valentine day tradition whereby the gal will give the guy dark chocolates on 14th feb...n the guy got to return white chocolates to the gal on the 14th mar...sw thinks dat it is so cool...i think dat it is quite cool too...but i haf a feeling dat guys will surely forget to return the white chocolate on 14th mar...hehe...opps...

when i went for the dinner ytd...they were sayin dat v dae is the time when u can openly gif something to someone wif unrequited love...which means u can even gif flowers or anithing to someone whu is married or even attached...dat is oso kind of cool manz...

so peeps...is time to do something...especially to the one dat u like...haha...

50TH pArTy !!!

2006-02-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

happi 50th birthdae to CS...(i dun think he will ever get the chance to c this)

attended CS's (boss of my attachment company) 50th birthdae party...quite fun...but i felt a bit pai sehz...den kept hiding behind tricia...n i wld try to stick close to her lahz..such dat i wld feel safer...haha...there was live band...hilton hotel catering w/ ppl serving...gt the al fresco dining feel sia...oh yah...dat myles (i once used to think dat he was mouse) could onli rmb me by the name dat he gave me...omg...n guess wad's the name...is marilyn...n he kept calling me dat...diaoz...wld dat becum my new name...i doubt so...bcus i dun like the name at all...haha...actualli i gt an english name dat i once had in mind...jus dat i neber use...anione out there wanna guess wad is the name...i may consider gifin a prize if the ans is right...haha...

there is dis stupid n irritating photographer...i dunno wad's wrong wif him...is there something wrong wif his brain..or did he go mad...he kept asking me to stand beside the boss...the wae he arranged the position was alwaes the same...i m alwaes beside the boss...n i dun realli like dat due to some factors lahz...

is nt dat i m conservative...is jus dat i dun wanna portray the image dat i m dat "open"...jus n case ppl get the wrong idea...sometimes, there r things dat i dun mind doing...but there is a limit to it...n it realli depends on whu is the person...lolx...

sEcOnDaRy GaTHeRiNg ~

2006-02-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

bbq cum chalet...downtown east...

is been a long long time since i met up wif my sec sch frenz...i feel so fortunate to haf zhi ming in my class...he alwaes organise some events for us to meet up wif each other...realli appreciated his effort..bcus it is nt an easy task...

enjoyed myself sia...especially wif all the juicy news dat i gt frm zhi kai..i think he mus b a paparazzi lorz...he knws too much liaoz..ppl out there mus go silence him sia..haha..aniwae, i was happi to b entertained by those juicy news...lol...jeff's gf is quite socialable sia...somehow, we jus managed to tok to each other...i think she matched with jeff lahz...as for zm's gf...i think she a bit anti lorz...saw her for a few times...but she neber tok to us at all..omg...haiz...no wonder, they sae dat a kid is alwaes a kid...still young sia...hehe...

thanks peeps who made my nitez great...thanks for makin the effort to show up...thanks for valuing the friendship...thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks....hope to catch up soonz...

iDLiNg ~

2006-02-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

i m in xy's hostel rm right now...alone worz...slacking n idling...dunno where she went lahz...hehe...n her rm is in a mess...but i was nt the one whu created the mess...i think mus b her lahz...too lazy to pack her rm...i m nt gg to do it for her sia...so i oso dunno wad to do now...my brain is thinkin abt food food food n still food...

want her to help me out wif the university application stuff sia..to lazy to continue to blog...i m gg to continue to watch the chn 8 drama using her lappy...or mayb i will fall aslp...a bit tired..zzz...

sLacK n ReLaX...i LuV iT...

2006-02-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

finally i can slack for the dae...the feeling is so damn great...so relaxed...i'm luving it...

rmw final test in the morning...almost fainted when i flipped open the qn paper...i cld nt even do the first qn lorz..omg...quite jia lat...n a lot of qns i oso dunno how to do lahz...those dat i studied did nt cum out...those dat i did nt study...i oso nt too sure if it came out or nt...haha...aniwae, it is over liaoz...let's jus pray for the best...

went to orchard wif joon, lulu n choke after lesson...ate at pepper lunch...my 1st time there...quite nice lahz...but nt worth the $$ lahz...haha...did some shopping...i was thinking if i shld buy a t-shirt for $50...kind of x...but for the brand..i think it is okie lahz...so shld i buy or shld i nt buy...wad a qn to ponder...time flies...b4 i realise...it was like 7+pm liaoz...so we all headed home...

i think i gt to b more cautious abt the wae i blogged...bcus zhi kai is getting smarter n smarter...he is trying so hard to guess whu is the "him" dat i alwaes tok abt on my blog...n he told me dat i gave some hints while blogging...haha...but nahz nahz...he is neber gg to get it right...even if he does...i oso dun wanna tell him...(to zk: happi guessing)....i jus like to keep it as a secret lahz...so yah...i think i haf to reduce the amt of content dat i typed regarding him...jus let nature take its course...but i realise something...whenever he is wif his frenz...he seems like he dun like to tok to me...mayb i m jus sensitive...aniwae,i alwaes try nt to tok to him while he is wif his frenz...afterall, things may had gone back to normal...

FuNnI...WeIrD...

2006-02-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

i knw i shld nt b here at dis time....i shld b studying for my test tml...haben started memorising my stuff...but i jus cannt resist cumin online...bcus the laptop is jus in front of me..n i m so tempted...haha...

felt a bit funni gg for lect n tutorial...i think it has been some time since i realli attend a lesson...the moment i step into class...my frenz were making fun of me lahz...bcus i wore a t-shirt wif the words "men sucks"...haha...aniwae, lesson quite boring...

saw him at the canteen todae...took me a while n lots of courage to approach him for a short chat...bcus he was alone there too lahz...hehe...the 1st qn dat he asked me was so weird...like when m i gg to graduate...i tot he cannt wait to c me vanish frm the sch lorz..haha...but i was wrong...he actualli has the intention to ask me out for lunch or something b4 i graduate...kinda happi...but nt too sure if this will cum true...hopefulli it does...at least, even if nuthing happens between the both of us...it marks an happi ending to my life in my poly...

aniwae, i betta go n start memorising my stuff for my test tml...or else i will start to cry tml...haha...ciaoz...

SaDDeD ~

2006-02-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

i m feeling so sad now...my 2nd sis jus left...she is gg to japan to work for a few months...which means dat i will nt get to c her...it is oso the 1st time she is leaving singapore for so long...i alwaes feel so worried when she travels overseas...dis time round, i did nt go n send her off...jus like wad my 1st sis sae...mayb her dat "bf" wanna go send her...n is true...they guy dat my 2nd sis neber admit is her bf came over to my place...to help her wif the luggage...is kind of sweet lahz...hehe...i did nt sae much stuff to my 2nd sis...bcus we r nt the kind dat will tok to each other often...but i realli want her to take good care n hope dat everything is smooth for her...i miss her...n i luv her...muaks...

CasT a SpeLL ~

2006-02-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh no...i think i was too busy over cny n open hse...i forgot to do 1 of the assignment....n i did nt submit...die...feeling a bit worried...but there is nuthing i can do...

went for my cousin's bdae party...4 years old liaoz...but still so naughty...i think the mother spoilt him liaoz lahz...haha...drank a bit at my uncle's hse...the wine dat he buys seem to b so nice...i alwaes enjoy drinkin at his place..hehe...

i think i m still suffering from the aftermath of ytd incident...for the whole of todae..i keep thinking abt him...i think he cast a spell on me sia...n i m oso thinking abt something else...perhaps i was too sensitive over dat...dat's y i was curious abt his actions...

my 2nd sis is busy packing her stuff now...she will b flyin to japan tml...n is like a few months...but i cannt tag along...bcus it is a business trip...i will miss her so much...by the time she is back...mani things will change...i can't bear to let her go...but i have to...sob sob...

OpEn HoUsE - DaY 3

2006-02-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

in my heart...i think todae is the sweetest dae in my life...happi memories...

todae marks an end to the open house 2006...n it is oso the last open hse dat i haf the chance to take part...bcus i m gonna graduate soon...aniwae, i enjoyed my 3 daes of OH...everything was quite okie in the morning...frm abt 2-4pm was so busy...i was like worse den a dispatch worker of the warehouse...carry more den 50 cartons of can drinks (1 carton=24 cans)...n more den 80 stacks of magazines...n mani mani boxes of goodie bag (1 box=28 goodie bags)...my body cannt take it liaoz...the aching is becuming frm bad to worse lorz...seriously, i need a good rest..oh yah,xy worked in my sch for 1 dae...so happi to c her...but i think someone else is more happi lahz..hehe...shldn't mention names...hehe...

i hate some ppl who toks behind ppl's back lahz...especially when they dunno anithing,they still want to sae...i realli cannt stand it...if u dunno den dun anihow sae...i simply overheard the conversation when i walked past...i cannt allowed ppl to sae such things abt him lorz...errgg...

todae is sweet bcus is the dae dat we communicate most ever since i knw him...i was glad dat i cld b there to gif him the support...there r something which are nt too convenient for me to blog it down..but i will rmb in my heart...i knw dat todae is jus a special dae...i wish i cld pause the time forever...bcus after todae...everything will go back to normal...haiz..

jus ended the mini party at my hse...rena,sinyee,wei shi n stephanie came over to my place...is been such a long time since i seen all of them...ate so much...drank so much...gossip so much...i m veri full now...n my eyes r closing...so i think i need to zzz soon...

2006-02-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

hello pple.

SW and MJ will know who i am. haha. :D

seriously, i'm dying of BOREDOM!
a roadshow in a CAMPUS is just wrong wrong WRONG! and the fact that it's situated a place where only like 1percent of the sch population will go doesnt help, at all.

i'm so bored that i blogged for myself, and since there's still lotsa time to kill .. might as well blog for the poor girl who's now confined to the conventional hall. doing what, i dunno.

but i bet her life would be better than mine. anw, anything and eVERYTHING will definitely be better than sitting here, helplessly waiting for every second and minute to pass.

poor her. poor me.

OH, poor us. :/

OpEn HoUsE - DaY 2

2006-02-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

todae was nt as tired as ytd...perhaps todae was nt as crowded...n mayb we had more amb to help out at the welcome booth during peak hr...but my whole body is aching terribly sia...carried too manu stacks of magazines n too mani cartons of drinks...haiz..i m feeling quite worried for the yr1 amb...bcus i think they r nt learning enuff..n they do not take intiative...if they do not make use of dis chance to learn...they will nt have the opportunity again...haiz...but there is a limit to how much i can teach n wad i can do...bcus i believe dat no one is perfect...even for me...i will still make mistakes...i was too concern over the important n major stuff like magazines,goodie bags n drinks...dat i oversee small things like pens...did nt keep up wif the inventory...but is good dat a junior voice it out...now i knw where is my mistake...n i will try to improve on it...

gt this yr1 ambassador...realli tryin to piss me off...or mayb he is tryin to test my patience sia...

me: can u go gif out the feedback form?
a: no...i dun want...
*pause for a moment*
me: which grp r u frm? whu is ur leader or assistant leader?
a: y u wanna knw? tryin to threaten me arhz...

omg...faint sia...i knw dat i m nt a L or AL lahz..but he does nt even haf the most basic respect for the seniors....dat is realli something dat i cannt tolerate lahz...aniwae, i think quite a number of ppl dun like him as well...he thinks dat he is veri li hai or veri big shot sia...he betta nt do anithing wrong tml..or else..i can gurantee dat he is gonna get it frm me...haha...

he realli called me last nitez...i slp at 10.30pm..den he called at 11pm..chat till abt 12am..haha..gt to wait for his call again tonitez..i think tml gonna take a cab to sch liaoz..bcus nt enuff slp...haha...

OpEn HoUsE - DaY 1

2006-02-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

i m veri tired now..so i gt to keep my entry short...

todae is the 1st dae of my sch open hse...i was in sch frm 8am to 7pm...super busy...did so mani things...n i stood for 11 hr...i onli managed to sit down during lunch time...which was like 20mins...sot tired dat i haf to take a cab home...n now...i m sick...down wif a terrible headache n a bit of fever...everytime oso like dis...after 1st dae of OH...surely sick...haiz..

i need to zzz liaoz...mus report sch by 9am...omg...errggg...but i m still waiting for him to call me...sob sob...if he dun call me..i will kill him tml...make me wait for nuthing...bleahz...

2nD DaE oF cNy ~

2006-01-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

i liked the wae dat i dress todae...cheap combination but pretty...haha...i was like dancing ard the hse...opps...sounds a bit childish...but i m still a minor mahz...can act like a child lahz...hehe...

all my uncles,aunties n cousins came over to my place in the afternoon...so happening lorz...especially when all the kids run all over the place...one of my uncle even went to buy TOTO...haha...the numbers dat he got r all our ages...those above 45...cannt b involved...stupid...if realli strike...i will b shock lahz...haha...all of us went for dinner at a restaurant...the table damn big...16 seater...luckily i reserved the table long ago...the place was so crowded...n there was so much to eat during dinner...everyone was so full...my mum's blouse almost burst...she looks as if she is pregant lahz...opps...quite bad of me to sae it dat wae...but was a good dinner...yum yum...

after all the entertaining n socialising...i m so tired now...gt to wake up earli...bcus my dad's ex-colleague will b cuming...omg...betta zzz...ciaoz...

THanKs Xy !!!

2006-01-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

i gt a shock when i view my own blog...i think xy changed it for me...haha...thanks gal...didn't expect her to gif my blog a new skin on chinese new year...haha..but i appreciate n like it...muaks....

1sT DaE oF cNy ~

2006-01-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone...gong xi fa cai...

time flies...is a brand new yr in the lunar calendar...is oso the time when we can eat a lot of goodies all at a time...haha...

earli in the morning...oreadi can hear the lion dance sound...dong cheng dong cheng dong cheng...omg...n there goes my beauty slp...n so mani ppl sms me lorz...happi to receive someone's sms lahz...n i replied too..haha..i think the rest...i onli read..but neber reply...oppss...sorry...

had a vegetarian meal together wif my family in the afternoon...den went to the temple wif my mum...took a short nap when i reach hm...after which, went to my baby sitter's hse...basically,i did nt do much todae lahz...but it oso means dat tml i will haf a super BUSY dae lahz...is alwaes like dat...i haf no idea y too...haha...

i think i sprain my jaw while eating peanuts...bcus it is a bit painful now...ouch...hopefulli it will b betta tml...hehe...

a brand new year in the lunar calendar mus do something new..ritez...both my sis,my cousin n hazel wanted to watch the bollywood movie on central...yes yesh...BOLLYWOOD...bcus it is an oscar award winning show...i think the show is called paheli...for the 1st time ever, i watched such a movie...quite long sia..abt 3hrs...but quite nice...funni...ridiculous...touching...wad a nice experience on cny...n i think my sis oreadi haf the liking of watching bollywood movies since young...haha...

cNy EvE

2006-01-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

i m a veri veri good gal...helped my mum to do quite a number of last min thing b4 the cny...my 2nd sis n i helped her to washed the kitchen floor...quite fun...but tiring...did some last min cleaning of my own rm as well...

this yr reunion dinner is jus like ani other yr...wad we eat...is still the same lorz..haha...shark's fin...the stew mushroom...abolone...vege...roast chicken...n i cannt rmb liaoz...lolx...poor memory...

something veri suay happen lahz...at 11.57pm...i kicked onto a bottle of vitagen dat was on the floor...n everything spilled on the floor...gt to quickly clean lahz...bcus 12am cannt touch broom n map n stuff...den my mum keep scolding my 1st sis lahz...bcus she insisted on gg down to buy the vitagen when my mum told her nt to do so...n she placed the drink on the floor instead of the table lahz...so is like cny n kanna scolded...aiyoh...wad a sae wae to start the cny...haiz...

27 JaN 06

2006-01-30T01:20:00.000+08:00

i wanna recap wad i did for the past few daes...definately something dat i wanna jot it down n rmb...

27 jan (fri) :

1st piece of good news in the morning...i haf a driver to drive me to sch sia...in a merz somemore...haha...the feeling of nt waiting n taking a bus to sch is quite good sia...i was suppose to b late if i took a bus...but i became the 1st to reach bcus i took a car...stopped the car at the carpark for a while...i think it is the most posh car lahz...den i saw mr michael chiam sia...he keeps looking into the car...damn pai sehz..i haf to turn my head away...

saw him in the canteen after my tutorial...but i did nt sae hi to him lahz..bcus i think dat he alwaes neber c me...so dun b bothered lahz...n guess wad...he took the initiative to tok to me while i was toking to someone else lahz...he joined in the conversation...based on wad i knw...he usualli will nt join the conversation...quite surprised over wad he did...but it was indeed a nice chat wif him..

in the afternoon,went to mj's office...slack for a while..n we headed to nus to pick xy up...seriously,mj needs a street directory...bcus we made countless of u-turn...haha...after meeting up wif xy...headed to suntec city to watch "i not stupid too"...the show started so promptly..we were onli 4 min late...n the show oreadi started...errggg...quite a nice show...showcase the reality n wad's happening in the society...xy n i cried in the cinema...is still worth $9.50 to watch dat lahz...

went to marina square to have a late dinner at 1 of the japanese restaurant..the ambience nt bad...we get a private room to ourselves...ate so much...drank a bit...i think i was a bit bit drunk lahz..bcus i think the alcohol was quite strong..haha...but still considerably sober...the dinner cost abt $88...n mj still sae cheap..omg...i think he too rich lahz..haha...shopped a while at carrefour n we headed hm...

still feeling so pamper to get driven ard in a car...i think the lazy bug is starting to accumulate in my body...sooner or later...i will refuse to take bus n mrt...haha...

oN cLouD 9...

2006-01-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

...HappY...

...HappY...

...HappY...

dat's all i can sae...at last,he notice my existence in sch n took the initiative to approach me for a chat...n i m left wif onli 1 report to b submitted dis week...presentation went well todae..gt a BIG sponsor for the open house...everything is so smooth...very soon,i will b enjoying my cny...yeah...

NeVeR pRoCrAsTiNaTe ...

2006-01-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

i m SUPER angry now...y do some ppl jus haf to wait till the veri last min to complete their stuff...can't they do it earlier...if u knw dat u shld do it earlier...den y didn't u do it...n how cum ppl jus like to spoil everything dat has been planned...if u knw dat u oreadi haf something on..den dun take up another task...dun u knw how to weigh the importance of wad to do 1st...

i knw dat a lot of ppl cannt complete the report due on fri...so i haf requested wif the tutor to extend the deadline...n i tot given a longer time...they will b able to finish up n sent to me...in the end...i still haf to wait till tml...n tml is oreadi the due date...shit lorz....i hate dat kind of feelings...n i still haf to act as if it is okie...damn it...i m losing my temper...